Thursday, June 24, 2010

Earth Moved (and I retired)

We had a 5.0 earthquake today. I had been doing some pilates on the floor (yoga classes having finished for the summer) and was recovering on the couch. Suddenly the dog started to bark, and I heard a rumbling noise, getting louder and louder. The floor started vibrating and the couch swayed from side to side under me. It took about 5 to 10 seconds. The epicenter was about 50 kms north of Ottawa. No injuries around here that I know about. Mike and Dave, Val and the kids were all okay.

I retired from the federal government in April. I was so ill all last fall and winter; I had the flu or a cold constantly. The management where I worked seemed hired purely to block movement of any kind. When you are trying to get people's compensation out, that is very frustrating. I know of one director general who took months to approve a simple confirmation letter; another would waste every meeting talking non-stop about herself, dropping what I'm sure she thought were clever little bon-mots and Dorothy Parker-isms, necessitating an entire other meeting between the other participants to plan actions we could undertake to move things along despite her. Her claim to fame is allegedly having sex once with Bobby Orr. Or maybe Bobby Hull? Whoever it was, they didn't call her back for a repeat performance, sort of like her father's career as a Member of Parliament!

The new Assistant Deputy Minister was from a department we worked with to process payments. When I announced the name to our partners in that department in a weekly teleconference, there was a second or two of silence, and then they all burst out laughing. You can imagine our consternation. Now I know why they laughed.

One of my retirement projects was to get a dog. I had always wanted to have another Pomeranian; I'd had one briefly as a child and it was taken away. Apparently my Ukrainian grandparents had also had one, according to my Aunt Isabel. So in April I bought Dreamer from a local breeder. He is learning to walk on a leash, bark less, and do the "sit" "stay" "down" stuff.

Sunday, January 03, 2010

Mamma Mia


Valancy and I went with Bev and Laura Reynolds to see Mamma Mia at the National Arts Centre today.

It was a lot of fun but I cried and cried when they did "Slipping Through My Fingers". Valancy held my hand. Don't know why I was so emotional, I guess it conjured up memories of Valancy's wedding:

Schoolbag in hand, she leaves home in the early morning
Waving goodbye with an absent-minded smile
I watch her go with a surge of that well-known sadness
And I have to sit down for a while
The feeling that Im losing her forever
And without really entering her world
Im glad whenever I can share her laughter
That funny little girl

Slipping through my fingers all the time
I try to capture every minute
The feeling in it
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Do I really see whats in her mind
Each time I think Im close to knowing
She keeps on growing
Slipping through my fingers all the time

Sleep in our eyes, her and me at the breakfast table
Barely awake, I let precious time go by
Then when shes gone theres that odd melancholy feeling
And a sense of guilt I cant deny
What happened to the wonderful adventures
The places I had planned for us to go
(slipping through my fingers all the time)
Well, some of that we did but most we didnt
And why I just dont know

Slipping through my fingers all the time
I try to capture every minute
The feeling in it
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Do I really see whats in her mind
Each time I think Im close to knowing
She keeps on growing
Slipping through my fingers all the time

Sometimes I wish that I could freeze the picture
And save it from the funny tricks of time
Slipping through my fingers...

Slipping through my fingers all the time

Schoolbag in hand she leaves home in the early morning
Waving goodbye with an absent-minded smile...